If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more so I can just let this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance to make everything right.
There will always be another day to say our, "I Love You's,"
And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?"
But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I Love You and hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold you're loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day.
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone what turned out to be
their one last wish.
So always hold them dear, take time to say I'm sorry, please forgive me,
thank you, or it's okay,
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.
A Letter From Laura
02/04/02
*Angel*
Girl, how's it going? how's heaven? Do you like it up
there? Just wrote to tell you we miss you; we even
still sit at our table and leave open your chair.
It's been about 4 weeks now, but I can still remember
everything, from your voice to your broken class
ring. Can I ask you a question? Yea I know you
can't respond, but why did God take you
we weren't done having our fun. You had so much
to live for, so much left to do. but at least now all
your pain is through. I know I was a hypocrite but
I just want you to understand I only did it to help
you. I didn't mean to hurt you, your one of my best
friends. You didn't want to die I could see it in your
eyes. You were just as scared as we were but
you covered it all w/lies. In a way I'm glad
God took you now out of this world of hate, full
of crime, sickness and diseases. (expecially anorexia
which took over your destiny) well Angel I should
go now. It's getting kind of late. I just want you
to know we miss you and we'll all be together
again we just have a very long wait!
(The original was written too lightly to copy. It has been recreated as close to
the original format as possible.)